Poem to Her

I never cared enough.
I never cared enough.
Until you stopped caring

I pushed and pushed
It was as though I were a child.
It was as though I was testing you.
You failed.
I knew you would.
There’s no way to pass.
Just another test, with the hope and expectation of failure.
A child’s unquenchable thirst for validation

There is no validation.
“Validation comes from within”
How clich’e
How true
how unfathomable
How impossible
How tiring, for all involved.

All I know is loss
All I expect is pain
All I deserve

The face’s change but nothing else.
Vast hatred
Fear
Loathing

It will never change will it?
Something happened
Something happened
Something happened.

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